You know, I really wonder why life brings us to certain people, certain places and certain events. We are supposed to process them and somehow either "just live" and move on or actually stop and pay attention to the coincidences and miracles and make a conscious note and effort to address them and include them in our future.

In LA, I feel like the rush of getting through every day, making sure you have done every single file check for your boss and made all the calls and texts to keep up with the friends and family and then done the daily self-protecting rituals be they prayer or beautification or just simple "significant other" time...I feel all this takes away from the energy I need to process my raw experiences, to stop and pay attention, to smell the roses and maybe also pipe them to my creative vision. I know this is a common problem stated in a complex form but this is how I feel...

Massive amounts of signals with numerous "coincidences and miracles" are flashing and telling me to majorly reposition my life.

Go figure! (If there are spelling mistakes, I didn't feel like re-reading or editing so please deal with.)