Certain people thrive on feeding off other people's energies. I might be one of them or I might be one of the energy dissipators. I leave that to you to decide.

There are those who just keep giving and giving. These are the talkers or the lifes of the parties or the leaders or the performers. Everyone seeps in their energy and keeps taking and taking and taking...

Sometimes, giving all the time can lead to an energy crisis and then what is even worse is that there is no supply but just demands from everyone for the crisis to be over without any offering of energy or life to help it get over.

Some of the "takers" recycle the energy they have been accumulating and just when the performer crashes, they shoot for the stars and make it...whilst the performers keep watching...in vain

Another catch is that performers can only take from other performers and when they engage in an exchange of energies, powerful sparks occur. This can rock their worlds but it is something they need to do...a necessary evil and everyone, for the sake of their lifetime supply of energies, should just back off and let the sparks fly...it is risky but the highs can be worth it at times!

It is tiring to perform at all times. Every once in a while, it is good to sit back and just take...

You know, I really wonder why life brings us to certain people, certain places and certain events. We are supposed to process them and somehow either "just live" and move on or actually stop and pay attention to the coincidences and miracles and make a conscious note and effort to address them and include them in our future.

In LA, I feel like the rush of getting through every day, making sure you have done every single file check for your boss and made all the calls and texts to keep up with the friends and family and then done the daily self-protecting rituals be they prayer or beautification or just simple "significant other" time...I feel all this takes away from the energy I need to process my raw experiences, to stop and pay attention, to smell the roses and maybe also pipe them to my creative vision. I know this is a common problem stated in a complex form but this is how I feel...

Massive amounts of signals with numerous "coincidences and miracles" are flashing and telling me to majorly reposition my life.

Go figure! (If there are spelling mistakes, I didn't feel like re-reading or editing so please deal with.)